I am Homosexual Who Wrecks Marriages

| Monday August 24, 2015 16:47

The tale dates back to when I was still a teenager. By then I had already accepted myself as a homosexual. The problem was Lobatse did not, especially married women. My presence was judged in public transport, market places even at church. Some of these women’s looks of disgust still haunt me today. There were days when some had the courage to tell their children in front of me that the way I am, was a result of me being demon possessed In short I was the devil.

What pained me most was these people did not know what was going on inside me. I already hated myself for  being born with the body structure similar to that of a woman. They were  just killing me inside. All the gossip behind my back, the looks of disgust; finally created a monster out of me.

You see, most of these women do not know that their husbands always give me countless love propositions in clubs. For many years I resisted that, but now the monster they created is haunting their marriages.

My recipe, I do not cook I just serve. These women’s husbands are the ones who cook up the words that convince me to sleep with them. For some of these men  one experience becomes an addiction.

I have slept with many married men. Many of them are the big guys at a reputable organization in Lobatse(name withheld) Trust me, I always leave them pleading for more. As part of my mission I keep a record of who I sleep with and the list becomes longer every weekend. I am just waiting for that special moment to reveal it. When? The provoking glitter in all these married women faces whenever they see me will determine that.

Probably some of you think I am a bad person. Well! The answer is yes and no! I am not a psychopath. Lobatse did this to me. This is the person they created out of their giggles, disgust looks and gossip behind my back. How do you think I felt being mocked every day? Before you continue with your judgment ask yourselves one thing; is this how another human being should be treated? For many years I was ill-treated because I was born with a female body structure. This gave me the impression that was why their husbands were always after me. I am a woman. That left one thing for me to do.  I had to accept myself. I had to accept that I am half woman and accept their husbands’propositions.

The whole reason I have revealed all this is that I want to ask you out there to stop judging. Your judgment is creating monsters in this nation. Through your judgment, some people end up committing suicide because they cannot cope with the slurs unlike me. You never know, maybe the person you are laughing at or looking at in disgust is me and your marriage is in my hands. The list is safe, and your judgment is the one which will reveal it. The power is in your hands.